so ytd i went to service as usual
had a teaching on part 3 of the shepherd
it was really meaningful to c how we need god in our lives n how we cant tell d future
n dan aft service i went for sam going away part
so i told tinggggs i couldnt go to her meeting...big mistake
so i sent juensen home wif sherwen
at first i tot it was ok...but i was proven wrong
when we reached harbourfront...we called sam...he was at sentosa going to vivo
WAH WE WERE SO FRIKKIN PISSED OFF WITH HIM
we tot we were able to go to sentosa so we skipped d meeting to send him away
but i guess we shouldve went for d meeting
things were about to take a turn for the worse
we went around vivo totally pised off
went to toysrus n everywhere...i didnt even know where we were goin
so we were fed up...i went outside with sherwen n dan sherwen decided to go home
i as dam lonli n dan i just went to a quiet spot to do my QT
god spoke to me tt no matter how lonli or sad i m he is always there
i really felt like crying my heart out
20 mins later...dey were still @ sentosa...dan sherwen walked by n told me tt 2 of d buses
lol...but i was still very angry
so we went to look for them n we confronted him
we couldnt handle our anger animore
so later we went to bowling...man i felt d worse emotions ever
aft tt walked home n i ruminated...man...i was really upset...but i had to hide my feelings
i just dk how to express my self lorh
if u r reading dis...i died
now i really m full of hate i give up on u

hi im back n wow
for ss i studied bout d iran-iraq war n d problems...lols
wat wrong wif d saddam...he is as crazy as george bush lorh
so during ss shar d book wif d rf coz...idk y larh
wah her hand got a wound n she peel until blood come out...i tell her dun peel but she want
i c d blood until i want faint...WAT I CHANGED OK!!!!!!!!!!
today i had d CCA fair...wah i shouted until i had no more voice...literally
yeah...i went down to d hall @ bout 10.30 n dani stayed at d booth n i had to tc coz yati went to d mother tongue class
after cca fair...went down to canteen...didnt eat @ all
so straight away went to singapore poly
wah so many ppl n d place was awesome man
yeah went to business n desing wif d clement n alester
we then went to c d booths...got SIA B777-300ER!!!!!!!!!!!!
dan we headed to d foodcourt 3 or 5...we went to 3...i tink
so i ordered first...coz alester day im very slow...dortx...
after eating..alester realised tt he was missing a keychain so we went hunting for it...but cant find
so we wnt home...alester took bus...clement n i took mrt to cck n dan lrt
wah ytd d ngee ann was also not bad d place was smaller dan SP but just as nice
clement, alester n i went tgt also n tried d NP challenge...we stink...mostly me...sobs
tried archery...first time failed very badly second time not bad
netball...i failed agn...clement was awesome
d rest i dun wan talk about it...lols
we went to eat n dan i had unagi-don...so did alester
alester say i copy him
dan i replied saying tt im smart to copy somone with originality lols
so tt was it...i reli liked ngee ann n SP...hard choice which one lols

cue lightning n thunder coz school has started!
even though u like it or not u have to go to school haha
wat i like about school : food n recess
what i hate about school : everything else
lols not reli
lets have a flash back...3C was on d 2nd floor
now...4C is on d 5th floor
next time after PE...i cant climb stairs...my legs will give out
so classes are different...i cant take it
but why should u give up or worry...i haf god on my side
tt reminds me...ive got to get cg08 completed...
we need to at least hit our target of 15 but tts a little challenging
its gonna b tough but all for god!
wow my lessons are now ending at 3.35 its so tiring...wat to do
now im sec 4...im so dead nits exciting
haix...im going church everysaturday...unfortunately...i made a deal
i had to stop watching so much TV...computer...pass all my subject except chinese...lols
its gonna b tough but ill do everything for god!
ok i gtg...cant fall sick like how i did on sunday...dortx