so ytd i went to service as usual
had a teaching on part 3 of the shepherd
it was really meaningful to c how we need god in our lives n how we cant tell d future
n dan aft service i went for sam going away part
so i told tinggggs i couldnt go to her meeting...big mistake
so i sent juensen home wif sherwen
at first i tot it was ok...but i was proven wrong
when we reached harbourfront...we called sam...he was at sentosa going to vivo
WAH WE WERE SO FRIKKIN PISSED OFF WITH HIM
we tot we were able to go to sentosa so we skipped d meeting to send him away
but i guess we shouldve went for d meeting
things were about to take a turn for the worse
we went around vivo totally pised off
went to toysrus n everywhere...i didnt even know where we were goin
so we were fed up...i went outside with sherwen n dan sherwen decided to go home
i as dam lonli n dan i just went to a quiet spot to do my QT
god spoke to me tt no matter how lonli or sad i m he is always there
i really felt like crying my heart out
20 mins later...dey were still @ sentosa...dan sherwen walked by n told me tt 2 of d buses
lol...but i was still very angry
so we went to look for them n we confronted him
we couldnt handle our anger animore
so later we went to bowling...man i felt d worse emotions ever
aft tt walked home n i ruminated...man...i was really upset...but i had to hide my feelings
i just dk how to express my self lorh
if u r reading dis...i died
now i really m full of hate i give up on u