well it turned out tt i nva post aniting in a long time haha
so on tuesday i had a meeting wif XXXXX
i learnt so much bout my mistakes...how i actually do stuff n treat ppl
im quite a weird person haha
frm d meeting...i realised tt i neglect ppl...n tt caused me to be a little bit selfish
dis is d truth...WORDS HURT
so far...its been painful...wat i learnt reli reflects my attitude
d ting tt made me think d most was bout wat comes out of my mouth
i m a double edged sword
i can do good n i can do bad
ive been told 2x bout dis...but reli...how much did it hurt others
im an eloquent speaker...sometimes others dun even noe wat im saying...
but i can build others up in saying...they r smart...but i can also destroy
i can say to them...u r stupid...blah blah blah
dis is reli dicoursaging n sorry if i did tt to u
so as we went thru d meeting...we were nearly spotted by some of XXXXX frens
but lukily they walked awae
so wat i say determines hu i am n my attitude
so now im trying to grow n be a better person n cg n in life
i noe i can be alittle pus\hy n invading but tts hu i am
i will naturally try to help others or mayb go close to them but it may sometime gif d wrong message
so i think tt thru d meeting i was able to learn more but myself...
but d ting is tt...sometimes...u r not d one hu hurts...u r d one getting hurt
i feel it almostr everyday n tt can cause physical hurt like wat happening now
everytime...i think back n it comes to mind...i clutch my fist to overcome d pain with pain...it works n i wanna gewt it to stop...ppl...like alester if u r reading dis...i cant take it animore...
if u dont noe when to stop or u onli noe how to discourage me...u might as well not say aniting at all...i had fun playing but playing doesnt equals to telling mean jokes
i hope tt it will all come to an end soon enuf...but until then...let me grow